Teach us to be people who stay
Teach us to be people
who stay
I feel like
the mug of clear hot water...lower in the tea bag...watch the burnt ember color
swirl round the clear regular water as it works though the whole cup, changing
completely how it tastes. I've got
teaching all around me this month, in the form of a yoga training program
called Holy Yoga. I imagine you will
hear a lot more of the overflow of that from me as I grow. But now, I want to
share with you some thoughts on prayer and meditation.
In one of my
curriculum books, "Eat This Book" (Peterson, 2006) (Author of The Message) the Hebrew word for
meditate is discussed. The word is hagah.
It is used in verses like Psalm 1:
" 1 Blessed is the one
who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
or sit in the company of mockers,
2 but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
and who meditates (hagah), on his law day and night."
who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
or sit in the company of mockers,
2 but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
and who meditates (hagah), on his law day and night."
But, he
points out, that Isaiah 31:4 uses it to refer to a lion growling over his prey:
“As a lion growls (hagah),
a great lion over its prey—"
a great lion over its prey—"
Peterson muses that his dog chewing his
prized bone, quiet seriously, "makes
those low throaty rumbles of pleasure as he gnawed, enjoyed, and savored his
prize, as Isaiah's lion did his pray." (p. 2) Interestingly, the SAME word
as meditate in the other scriptures we might be familiar with. What on earth?
He says that this is a powerful metaphor for
how we are invited to read and handle scripture, "like letting a very slowly
dissolving lozenge melt imperceptibly in your mouth"
This is what meditation is.
Waiting
until it REALLY sinks in...to your believing place.
I adore this scripture, Jesus weaving together this idea of meditation and
prayer, dwelling, abiding:
Mathew 6:6 (Message)
Here's what I want you to do: Find a quiet, secluded place so you won't' be
tempted to role-play before God. Just
be there as simply and honestly as you can manage. The focus will shift from you to God, and you
will begin to sense his grace.
Meditation
resets our daily (momentary) awareness of the with-God life; this idea coined
by spiritual formation writers to describe the sort of integrated, abiding life
Jesus invites us to.
Romans 12:1 (Message)
So, here's what I want
you to do, God helping you: Take your
everyday, ordinary life - your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking
around in life - and place it all before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best
thing you can do for him.
Meditation illuminates,
makes real, vital and vibrant, our inner
most place. This place where all of
our outer experience stems, our thoughts, feelings, spirit...which our outer
lives are a complete outpouring of. This
unseen inner most place is the place where God's work is done in us.
He "frees
us from dwelling with anything other than Him. He shows us lies we have believed as truths,
places of idol worship and patterns of behavior or thought that do not line up
with the new self He is creating us to be. But in order to do that, He has to dive down
deep into the greatest recesses of our hearts.
" (Holy Yoga)
1 Corinthians 2:10 (Message)
10-13 The Spirit, not content to flit around on the surface, dives
into the depths of God, and brings out what God planned all along. Who ever
knows what you’re thinking and planning except you yourself? The same with
God—except that he not only knows what he’s thinking, but he lets us in on it. God offers a full report on
the gifts of life and salvation that he is giving us. We don’t have to rely on the world’s guesses and opinions.
Meditation
asks us to surrender. It is active surrender--"it requires us
to continually participate, it is an intentional letting go of anyone or
anything that is not God."
It asks us to
be a people who stay in spite distraction,
hurriedness, of a lack of sensory affirmation.
Asks us to stay despite a lack of feeling, a lack of sensical clicking, of
understanding. It is the letting go of my need to know, to
understand, to feel.
It is not
easy. " It is messy, it is hard, it
is so much easier to reach for the tree of knowledge than it is to sit in the
mystery and be loved by God." (Holy
Yoga).
But what we
gain....Oh, how satisfying to turn over, melt, sink in that Truth that makes us whole and well. Renewing. Remaking. It is a practice, something that has to be
cultivated. It is something I have learned only the tip of the iceberg of. What I tasted, I want more of, I will surely pursue.
I am looking
forward to teaching a class on this whole gigantic subject matter sometime
soon. Stay tuned for the invitation. I
hope so much I will see you then and we can explore the riches of this "gifted
transformation of the to talk state of the soul. It is a renewal of the whole person from the
inside". (Holy
Yoga)
Peterson.Eugene.
2006. Eat This Book. William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, Grand Rapids, MI.
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